SHOULD I???
It all started with a smile
That melted my wounded heart
Sparks in my heart were ignited
Fireworks of delight
Were blazing in the indigo sky
You veil it with the satin of amore
With your witty remarks
Jokes that bring laughter
Into the doors of my life
Your chivalry got me attached
Your warm touch soothes me
The voice of yours serenades
the melodious music of love
Even the stars and the moon radiates
the light of gladness upon seeing you
Your charm is the magic
That put my grey matter in a spell
I'm speechless
Guess, my dream is just a feeble hope
This affection is not mutual
I'm loving you in silence
Dancing solo to this injustice love song
My heart skips a beat
Everytime my eyes catch your glimpses
Sadly, your heart just beats
at its normal pace
I wish you know
You blow my heart away
Soaring freely with the purple wind
that the summer breeze blows
Shimmering rain pours wonderfully
on the desert of my heart
It's all because of you
I'm in the galaxy of confusion
Trapped between platonic reality and amore fairytales
Should I tell you
Fear of rejection conquers
No, I'll keep it a secret
This friendship is more precious
This love is out of blue
Hope its jeopardy won't
engulf what we already have
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Saturday, March 12, 2011
The Silhouette of Your Heart
The Silhouette of Your Heart
It was breathtaking of
how our love rolled
with a myriad of stars
Under the pouring rain
we danced ballet to the beautiful
humming of love
The arabesque, fouetté, pirouette
that we gracefully done
I hope we'd danced until eternity
A frail hope that stay as a dream
You left me wandering in dark
Dancing solo to the flawed
beat of desolate love
No dusks, no dawns
I'm trapped in this twilight
I'll always be a silhouette
of your cunning heart
You left me blind
I'm stumbling to this caliginous hatred
Wounds, bruises of my heart
It hurts to hear your heartbeats
You're not here to save me
from drowning in this vast ocean
of gloom and despair
The stars and the moon
Just illuminate on their own
Because I'm a silhouette
of your damn heart
A cosmic love
That turned into a speck of dusk
It just vanished into
the thin air of insignificance
And it left me a scar
That can never be healed
A falling star from your heart
had turn me into the
Silhouette of your merciless heart
It was breathtaking of
how our love rolled
with a myriad of stars
Under the pouring rain
we danced ballet to the beautiful
humming of love
The arabesque, fouetté, pirouette
that we gracefully done
I hope we'd danced until eternity
A frail hope that stay as a dream
You left me wandering in dark
Dancing solo to the flawed
beat of desolate love
No dusks, no dawns
I'm trapped in this twilight
I'll always be a silhouette
of your cunning heart
You left me blind
I'm stumbling to this caliginous hatred
Wounds, bruises of my heart
It hurts to hear your heartbeats
You're not here to save me
from drowning in this vast ocean
of gloom and despair
The stars and the moon
Just illuminate on their own
Because I'm a silhouette
of your damn heart
A cosmic love
That turned into a speck of dusk
It just vanished into
the thin air of insignificance
And it left me a scar
That can never be healed
A falling star from your heart
had turn me into the
Silhouette of your merciless heart
Monday, March 7, 2011
Still...
STILL...
It still feels like yesterday,
Back to the halcyon days
of our modest budding love,
The serenity you brought when there were 'Us',
Still calms my heart,
It never loses its magic.
Maybe it is destined,
We should embark our journey
on different paths,
My heart was wounded,
Bruised by the calamity of the destiny
that separates us,
They say time heals,
Yes, it's true but only with resilience and
indescribable strength of the heart.
It would take a long time,
To completely erase you from
the page of my life,
Yet, I'm not bitter,
I treasure our memory,
Safe in my memory chest,
Don't bother with the guilt in your heart,
Regrets and mistakes,
They are memories made by us.
Remembering you till it's time
for me to go,
Both of us move on,
Happy days fill the voids in our hearts,
Seasons change,
Time flies,
People grows,
Still, we are the same inside.
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Life from My Perspective
How do you define life? To me, life is a divine ride of awesome adventures and chaos. Take a soul, add a little bit of happiness salt and mix it with the herbs of chaos, you'll get a- LIFE. Now what's the ultimate reason for us to live a life?
Is it for us to:
Honestly, I don't even know. Yet, I believe all of us were born in this world for one special purpose. Each one of us is beautiful in our own way because, believe me- God never make a mistake. Even though, your reflection in the mirror shows an eyesore image of yourself, does it reflect your inner beauty, your soul, your heart? No. He is the only one that can tell how pretty you look from both inside and outside because His eyesight is able to penetrate the very deep part of our heart. So, don't ever degrade yourself when people around you hate you for your imperfection . 'Cause baby, imperfection is beauty. Don't ever feel small when people around you insult you for they have not seen the beauty in every God's creation. Just ignore them because ignorance is bliss. Next, don't ever chase the pavements because of them. 'Cause it leads nowhere. Furthermore, you are nothing once you lack of your originality. Sometimes, people including me can be such a stereotype because in this world, the belief regarding beautiful people are always more successful than the ugly ones revolves constantly. For example, if there were to be a fat girl that wants to compete in a pageant beauty show, surely you and I would think that she is so not eligible for that kinda competition as the slim ones have alluring, sexy bodies compared to her, who has to strut on the stage with tons of body fats. Now, if she were to be the winner, both of us who were so skeptical of her ability would feel such a slap on our cheeks. From now on, don't ever be such a stereotype. Anyone can do anything that is impossible. The conclusion is life is about holding your head up high without looking down on others.
Is it for us to:
- study hard, so we would get a good job and earn a lot of money?
- be in love, get married and have children of our own?
- to make a world a better place?
- improve every inch of our weakness?
- be famous and cool?
Honestly, I don't even know. Yet, I believe all of us were born in this world for one special purpose. Each one of us is beautiful in our own way because, believe me- God never make a mistake. Even though, your reflection in the mirror shows an eyesore image of yourself, does it reflect your inner beauty, your soul, your heart? No. He is the only one that can tell how pretty you look from both inside and outside because His eyesight is able to penetrate the very deep part of our heart. So, don't ever degrade yourself when people around you hate you for your imperfection . 'Cause baby, imperfection is beauty. Don't ever feel small when people around you insult you for they have not seen the beauty in every God's creation. Just ignore them because ignorance is bliss. Next, don't ever chase the pavements because of them. 'Cause it leads nowhere. Furthermore, you are nothing once you lack of your originality. Sometimes, people including me can be such a stereotype because in this world, the belief regarding beautiful people are always more successful than the ugly ones revolves constantly. For example, if there were to be a fat girl that wants to compete in a pageant beauty show, surely you and I would think that she is so not eligible for that kinda competition as the slim ones have alluring, sexy bodies compared to her, who has to strut on the stage with tons of body fats. Now, if she were to be the winner, both of us who were so skeptical of her ability would feel such a slap on our cheeks. From now on, don't ever be such a stereotype. Anyone can do anything that is impossible. The conclusion is life is about holding your head up high without looking down on others.
♥♥♥♥♥
3 Favorite Quotes of the Week
- Don't be a DRAG,just be a QUEEN- Lady Gaga
- I'm on the right track,baby I was Born This Way- Lady Gaga
- I'm beautiful in my way 'cause God makes no mistakes- Lady Gaga
All hail the Mother of Monsters
Lady Gaga!
Love you Mommy Monster
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Friday, February 11, 2011
Just promise me
When the whole world is on your shoulders
I could offer you a warm embrace
To help you through the way
There's nothing I wouldn't do to see your smile
Just promise me
that you would do the same
When you stumble
on the crumbling ground
Hold on to me
I never let you go
Just promise me
you won't lose grip
When you're scared of the dark
I'll be there to shine on you
Might be too much for me and you
No worries, baby
I'm not on the highway of regret
Just promise me
You'll be with me along the path
Never desert me even
when the wind of trials blows
and the drought of despair strikes
Nothing lasts forever, they said
Doesn't matter,baby
We'll cherish this time as long you and I
are together
Just promise me
our time together
would be the best moments
we both ever had
If we were not to be on the same path
It's alright,baby
I would remember our moments together
Life's too short for resentment and grudge,
Just promise me
You'll always remember me
Like we used to when there was us
If there were to be no more us
I would be happy
I have made you feel my love
You were once belong to my heart
That would always stay the same
Just promise me
you would never change
the way you are
for it's the real reason
I fell for you
Owned by Jessa
I could offer you a warm embrace
To help you through the way
There's nothing I wouldn't do to see your smile
Just promise me
that you would do the same
When you stumble
on the crumbling ground
Hold on to me
I never let you go
Just promise me
you won't lose grip
When you're scared of the dark
I'll be there to shine on you
Might be too much for me and you
No worries, baby
I'm not on the highway of regret
Just promise me
You'll be with me along the path
Never desert me even
when the wind of trials blows
and the drought of despair strikes
Nothing lasts forever, they said
Doesn't matter,baby
We'll cherish this time as long you and I
are together
Just promise me
our time together
would be the best moments
we both ever had
If we were not to be on the same path
It's alright,baby
I would remember our moments together
Life's too short for resentment and grudge,
Just promise me
You'll always remember me
Like we used to when there was us
If there were to be no more us
I would be happy
I have made you feel my love
You were once belong to my heart
That would always stay the same
Just promise me
you would never change
the way you are
for it's the real reason
I fell for you
Owned by Jessa
Happy Valentine's Day!
Appreciate your loved one for you never know
when they'll be gone.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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